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  Wyatt awoke with Greer in his arms. The wind had died down, and steady moonlight came through the gap in the curtains, illuminating her sleeping face. She looked younger asleep, peaceful and beautiful. He was all mixed up inside. His mind kept doing a lot of on-one-hand, on-the-other-hand stuff. A toilet flushed upstairs and then footsteps moved on the floor of the hall above, light footsteps, Aunt Hildy’s. A bedspring creaked. Silence. Wyatt pulled Greer a little closer.

  She mumbled something that sounded like “Five more minutes.”

  “You’re awake?”

  “No.”

  They were so close they hardly had to make any sound at all to communicate, almost like telepathy.

  “Then how come you’re talking?” he said.

  “Because I love you.” Her eyes fluttered open. “Oops. Way too soon for that kind of revelation.” She met his gaze. “Promise you didn’t hear.”

  “I heard.”

  “And?”

  And what? Was he supposed to say he loved her, too? How did you know if you did? Who did he love? His mom, and Cammy, too, but that was different. This, whatever was going on with Greer, provoked strong physical feelings, not just the obvious kinds, but others in his head and in his gut, like he was in a constant state of excitement, could live on nothing but water and air. Was that a type of love? He had no idea.

  “And?”

  “And it’s fine,” he said.

  “Fine?”

  “You know, like okay.”

  “Okay?”

  “Not a deal breaker.”

  Greer laughed, a little too loud. He put his finger over her lips. She bit him, not hard but not softly, either. Things started heating up. Wyatt almost missed the sound of footsteps in the hall, not the upstairs hall but the hall outside his door. He squeezed Greer’s arm, trying to get her to be still. She went still, a lucky break: he wasn’t sure how she’d react to anything.

  Knock-knock at the door. Greer slipped under the covers. This was almost like a comedy he’d seen at the East Canton fourplex, like lots of comedies he’d seen there, except it wasn’t funny.

  “Wyatt?” Aunt Hildy called through the door. “Are you all right?”

  “Yeah, fine.”

  “Were you on your phone just now?”

  “No.”

  “I thought I heard you talking.”

  “No. Maybe, uh, maybe I made some sound in my sleep. Sorry if I woke you.”

  “You didn’t. Can’t sleep myself tonight for some reason.” Then came silence, but she didn’t go away.

  “Try not thinking about anything,” Wyatt said.

  Aunt Hildy laughed, actually more of a snort. “If only,” she said, and padded away.

  Greer came up from under the covers and lay quiet, head on Wyatt’s chest. “Everything you do, everything y-”

  “Shh.”

  She started again, very soft. “Everything you do, everything you say…I like.”

  “Shh.”

  Time passed. Was it starting to get light outside? Wyatt wasn’t sure. “Greer?” he said. She was asleep. He slipped out from under her, went to the window. Still fully night. He took his cell phone off the desk, checked the time: four forty. How to handle this? She could stay till everyone left and then-

  Greer sat up. “I better get going,” she whispered.

  He sat beside her. “How did you get here?”

  “Drove.”

  “You have a car?”

  “My dad’s. It’s not insured and the plates are gone, so I don’t like to drive it much, you know?”

  Nothing funny about that, but Wyatt had a hard time not laughing.

  She got out of bed, pulled on her clothes. Wyatt stood naked beside her. When she was all dressed, she put her arms around him. “I’d like a picture of us, just like this,” she said.

  “Not a good idea,” Wyatt said. “Doesn’t everyone know that by now?”

  “You’re no fun.” She kissed him, opened the window, stuck one foot out. “I meant to tell you something,” she said, “but it’s so hard with all this whispering.”

  “What?” he said.

  “I met him,” she said. “He’s really nice.”

  “Who?”

  “Your-Sonny, Sonny Racine. I went to see my dad today-yesterday-and he was there, in the visiting room. He gets a lot of respect.”

  “What the hell?” Wyatt raised his hands, the kind of gesture that goes along with not knowing where to begin. Greer climbed out the window and disappeared in the darkness.

  12

  “Hey. Wake up, for Christ’s sake.”

  Wyatt opened his eyes. Dub was in the room. He grabbed a pillow and tossed it at Wyatt’s head. Greer’s smell was on it; and everything, the whole night, came back to him. Dreamlike, but not a dream. Wyatt tossed the pillow aside. Dub gazed down at him.

  “You look like shit.”

  Wyatt rubbed crust from the corners of his eyes, saw no sign of last night’s unpleasant conversation on Dub’s face. “Not as bad as you,” he said.

  “Ooo, that hurts, pretty boy,” Dub said. A big grin spread across his face, always a sign of some fun idea taking hold. Dub lifted the far side of the mattress off the springs and upended it like it was nothing, dumping Wyatt, bedding, mattress on the cold floor.

  “What the hell?”

  “Wakie-wakie.”

  Dub left the room. Wyatt would have gotten the shit kicked out of him, no doubt about that at all.

  Wyatt should have felt sleepy at school but did not, in fact found himself tremendously alive and engaged. In English class, he suddenly had his hand up in the air, very unusual for him to be volunteering a question, probably a first. The teacher, Ms. Grenville, wearing a brightly colored neckerchief-she had lots of them-glanced down at her seating chart and said, “Wyatt?”

  “I, uh-” Too late, lowering his hand, this whole idea maybe not such a good one.

  Ms. Grenville gave him an encouraging smile. “Go on.”

  “What if he, um, Hamlet, would have just said forget it?”

  Some guy at the back of the room guffawed, but Ms. Grenville leaned forward at her desk, looked interested. “Forget it in what way?” she said.

  “Like figured it was all too complicated and left town.”

  “And gone where?”

  “I don’t know.”

  “Remind us, someone, where the story takes place.”

  “In a fort,” someone said.

  “In Elsinore Castle in Denmark,” said Anna.

  Ms. Grenville nodded. “Denmark,” she said. She turned to Wyatt, raising her eyebrows.

  “I guess he’d have to leave Denmark,” he said.

  “Because?”

  “It probably wouldn’t be safe to just leave the castle, go to some other town in the same country. What with, um, Claudius being the new king, and all.”

  “Very interesting,” Ms. Grenville said. “Your whole idea. Has anyone read ahead yet?”

  Anna raised her hand.

  “And does Hamlet ever consider Wyatt’s idea?”

  “Not directly,” Anna said. “But he thinks about suicide-isn’t that what the whole to-be-or-not-to-be thing is all about?”

  “Yes,” said Ms. Grenville. “And Hamlet rejects suicide. In the end, he figures out a very clever way to get at what Wyatt calls the complications-in other words, to find out if the ghost has told the truth-and then he faces up to what he has to do.”

  “But what about when Claudius tries to send Hamlet to England?” Anna said. “He kind of does leave the country after all.”

  Ms. Grenville gave Anna a frown. Anna was the smartest kid in the class by far, and Wyatt had always assumed teachers loved having kids like that around; now for the first time, he wondered. “That’s a secondary complication,” Ms. Grenville said, “that we’ll get to in due course.”

  After school, Wyatt drove to the bowling alley: closed. He called Greer, got sent straight to voice mail. He drove down the main street, keeping an e
ye out for a car with no plates. He stopped at High Sierra Coffee, looked in, saw Anna there with a few kids from school. She saw him and waved. He backed out of the coffee shop and drove to Greer’s apartment building. Cars were parked on both sides of the street, all with plates.

  Wyatt went to the front door, standing under that strange stone animal head, and checked the buzzer panel. All but one single buzzer had a plastic typestrip with a name beside it, none of the names being

  Torrance, G. Torrance, Greer Torrance, or even simply Greer. He was gazing at that unlabeled buzzer when his phone rang. The screen read UNKNOWN CALLER.

  “Hello?”

  “Hi, Wyatt. It’s, uh, Sonny. Sonny Racine.”

  Wyatt had already recognized the voice, regretted answering. “Yeah,” he said. “Hi.”

  “Hope I’m not bothering you. Got a chance to make a quick call, thought I’d take advantage of it.”

  “Uh-huh.”

  “Wanted to see how you were making out-in a new town, and all.”

  “Fine.”

  “Good to hear.” A long pause. “School okay?”

  “Yeah.”

  Another pause, this one maybe longer. “Got a favorite subject?”

  “Not really,” Wyatt said.

  “I used to like math the best.”

  Wyatt said nothing.

  From the other end came the sound of throat-clearing. And then: “Funny thing, I happened to meet your girlfriend.”

  Girlfriend? The word-maybe because he wasn’t thinking of Greer like that yet, maybe because of who was uttering it, or uttering it first-disturbed Wyatt.

  “Talking about Bert Torrance’s daughter. Poor old Bert, but that’s another story. As for Greer, she’s a charming young lady. And she seems crazy about you.”

  This was disturbing, too; why, he couldn’t say. He remained silent.

  “But maybe not my place to be making all these personal comments. Just a nice happenstance, that’s all, meeting her. I’ll let you go.”

  “Okay.”

  “If there’s anything you need, being close by now, and all, don’t hesitate.”

  “Uh, sure. Bye.”

  “Take care.”

  Wyatt clicked off. If there was anything he needed? What was that about? How could Sonny Racine help even if Wyatt did need something? He was behind bars.

  Wyatt glanced up and down the street. It was cold out, not a cloud in the sky, a sky bright enough to make his eyes water. He could see the tops of two smokestacks in the distance, but nothing was coming out of them. Things were different by day. That expression-as different as day from night-hit home. It wasn’t simply a matter of astronomy, the Earth spinning on its axis, but an internal difference, the way you thought and felt. The same person could arrive at different answers, depending on where he stood in relation to the shadow line moving across the face of the Earth. What if all the important things happened at night? Maybe they did.

  Wyatt’s gaze went to the buzzer, the one with no label. He was a free agent. Nothing was stopping him from jumping in his car and driving up to East Canton. If he got started right away and the weather held, could he make it by Cammy’s bedtime? Wyatt pressed the buzzer.

  No answer. He didn’t press it again. He took one look-perhaps one last look-at the snarling stone creature over the door, and turned to go. Then a voice-Greer’s voice-came from the speaker by the buzzer panel.

  “Who’s there?”

  “Me.”

  “That’s funny-I was just dreaming of you.”

  Bzzz.

  Wyatt went inside and up the stairs to the top floor. Greer was waiting with the door open. She wore a white terrycloth robe with RITZ-CARLTON SHANGHAI stitched on the front in blue.

  “Just got up?” she said.

  “No.” He closed the door behind him. “I went to school.”

  “You did? But you look great, like you had a full night’s sleep. And I’ve been sleeping all day and I look like shit-what’s up with that?”

  “You look fine,” he said. But in fact she didn’t-there were dark circles under her eyes, her skin looked ashy, and a tiny scab had formed under her eyebrow ring.

  “You’re a liar,” Greer said, “but we already established that.” She took his hand; hers felt hot. “The funny thing is I may look like shit but I feel absolutely fantastic. And hungry. I’m ravenous. How about something to eat?”

  “Sure. Okay. You want to go to the coffee shop, or-”

  “Nah. I’ll fix something right here.”

  “You can cook?”

  “How do you like your eggs?”

  “Well, um.”

  “Scrambled, poached, soft-boiled, hard-boiled, over easy?”

  “Scrambled, I guess. About last night, I-”

  “Coming right up. Wait in the living room-I don’t like being watched.”

  “No?”

  “Not when I’m cooking.”

  Wyatt sat in the living room, separated from the kitchen by a wide arch; Greer moved back and forth across the opening, different things in hand-eggs, spatula, pan, salt and pepper, an onion. He turned to the musical instruments-electric guitar, acoustic guitar, mandolin-but didn’t pick any of them up. Wyatt had no musical ability whatsoever. “Can you play these?”

  “Some,” Greer called from the kitchen. “What do you like-besides rap, I mean.”

  Besides rap? Wyatt didn’t know much about any other kinds of music. “My mom likes Bruce Springsteen.”

  “Cool.” Greer came into the living room. She fumbled behind one of the cushions on the couch, found a metal tube-a slide? — that she slipped on the third finger of her left hand, and then picked up the guitar. “How about this kind of music?” she said, sitting beside him and starting to play. Hey! She was good. The guitar made sounds a lot like moaning and crying. Then she sang: “When things go wrong, so wrong with you, It hurts me too.” Her voice was hard but somehow beautiful at the same time. She broke off in the middle. “Bacon’s gonna burn,” she said, and hurried into the kitchen.

  Wyatt followed. “Hey. You’re so good.”

  “I’m a saint,” she said, flipping bacon in the pan. It smelled great.

  “I meant your song.”

  “It’s not my song,” Greer said. “Copied it note for note from Elmore James.”

  “Who’s he?”

  “Was,” said Greer, putting eggs and bacon on two plates and bringing them to the table. “Siddown. Eat.”

  They sat at the table, a tiny rickety table, so small their feet had no choice but to touch under it. Wonderful smells rose in the air. “This is great,” Wyatt said. “And you can really play.”

  “I fake it, that’s all.”

  Wyatt shook his head. “And sing, too.”

  “Shows you’ve got a tin ear,” Greer said. “I’m flat pretty much the whole time. My dad can sing, hits every note dead center. And he’s the one who can really play. He had a band, way back when. They came pretty close to getting a record contract.”

  “He taught you to play?”

  “Bingo.” Greer slid her bare foot up under his pant leg. “The bacon’s too crisp.”

  “No. It’s perfect.” And the scrambled eggs: so light and tasty, with onion and pepper flavors, and something else he couldn’t name. “So, uh, how did your dad get from the band to, um-”

  “Prison?”

  “I wasn’t going to say that, but yeah.” He laid down his knife and fork. “I want to talk about the prison.” He could hear the tone of his own voice changing, growing harder. “What’s going on?”

  “Meaning?” Greer said, cutting a bacon strip, not looking up. “How my father got there? Did he really do the arson?”

  “That, too,” Wyatt said. Greer withdrew her foot. “But first, what’s the story with you and-” Kind of weird to be calling him by his full name, but no alternative was acceptable. “-and Sonny Racine?”

  Greer raised her head. Yes, she looked terrible; beautiful, but terrible for her. “He was
in the visitors’ room. My dad waved him over. End of story.”

  “They’re free to move around like that?”

  “Depends on what pod they’re in. The visiting area for the real bad-guy pod is one of those talking-on-a-phone-through-a-glass-wall deals. But they’re not bad guys, our dads.”

  “He’s not my dad,” Wyatt said; his voice rose. “You know I don’t think of him that way, so why are you saying it?”

  “Sorry,” Greer said. She cut her bacon into little pieces but didn’t eat any. Wyatt picked up his knife and fork. “He’s very popular,” she said.

  “Who.”

  “Mr. Sonny Racine. Everyone likes him.”

  Wyatt put the knife and fork back down. “You’re talking about the other criminals?”

  “They’re human beings, too,” Greer said. “You’re not giving him a chance.”

  “A chance to do what?”

  “To get to know you a bit.”

  “Why would he want to do that?”

  “I just know he does, that’s all. He said he’d like to meet you.”

  “Like I’d visit the jail?”

  “Yeah.”

  “Forget it. I told you what happened. He committed a horrible crime.”

  Greer stuck her fork into a bacon piece, popped it into her mouth, started chewing. “The thing is, my dad thinks he’s innocent. It’s the consensus in there, in fact.”

  “I don’t understand what you’re saying.”

  “Sonny Racine may be serving a life sentence for something he didn’t do. I can’t put it any simpler than that. I’ve actually started doing some research, if you’d like to take a look.”

  13

  Greer went into the bedroom, came back with a sheet of paper. “I got this at the library.” She laid it on the table: a copy of a seventeen-year-old newspaper clipping from the Millerville Beacon. In the top right-hand corner was a picture of the sun with heat lines radiating off it, and the words SUNNY AND MILD. Below that was a headline: THREE GUILTY IN NORTH SIDE BREAK-IN.

  A Superior Court jury rendered a guilty verdict yesterday in the trial of three men for January’s North Side home invasion that resulted in the death of a woman and the wounding of an infant.